You cannot recover alone. It is a deadly mistake to think that you can. In our times, God has chosen to speak to addicts through brothers and sisters who are ahead of them on the road to freedom. These are the people who can show you how to recover. Find them. Learn from them. Work with them. Join their group, and go to their meetings. If you cannot locate a group, do what the pioneers in this field did: dig up a couple of people who are also looking for recovery, and start your own group. Go to meetings – practice the principles in all of your affairs, one day at a time – work with others as you go. It really is that simple.